Firstly, I find myself far from God lately. I did not read the Living Book for a while, my prayers were superficial. They only came out from my mouth not my heart. I didn't get that "feeling" of praying. I was lazy to seek God and his righteousness. Bible study and Sunday mass just remain as a routine for these couple of weeks. But today, God reminds me again through my community. The Bible study today really "slaps" me. God drags me back to His love. He never see my sins and still love me just the way I am. He even still show me that I am worthy in His sight.
A friend of mine back in Bandung is struggling for something and it is quite serious. She just shared with me. This is about the war against the spiritual forces of evil. I know that she really needs me and my prayer in moment like this but I don't know what to say to her. I see myself as a sinner and not good enough to encourage her. I am too shy to say His righteousness since I know my life itself has been away from God. When I heard from her, I said to her I'll take a moment to pray before I speak. I really asked for His mercy and forgiveness. I asked the Holy Spirit to lead me so that every single words that come out from my mouth really come from God not from me. And praise God! He works remarkably as always. He can use me, the unworthy one to strengthen her. I really can say that our God is super great! He doesn't see who we are and what we have done. He just can use everyone to be blessings for others. Our sins are not barriers for God to use us to bless others. Even though we are faithless, He will remain faithful ( 2 Timothy 2:13)
I hope this inspires you people. Never limit God's unlimited power by our limited mind. Amen :)
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