Journey of a cocoon

Before turns up to a beautiful butterfly, first it has to be a cocoon.

I found life is not as easy as 1, 2, 3. Neither as simple as A, B, C. I found myself in the middle of nowhere and I didn't know where I was about to go. At that moment, I was really not in the zone where I am supposed to be. I was not that into God. I said prayers, but only from my mouth not from my heart. I was really frustrated. I felt like wanna runaway and hide. I even thought to stop pursuing all my dreams. I was really really messed up. But yeah! God never leaves me alone.

2 Timothy 2:13 "if we are faithless, he remains faithful, for he cannot disown himself."

God is wonderful! He can use anyone to help us, even the one that we never thought before. Worries and fears were my best friends. I was like nobody in nowhere. But God! Yes God! He lifted me up!!

I don't know what to say anymore. It couldn't be described in words. I just wanna say THANK YOU, LORD for always relieving me and lifting me up, at anytime.

You're awesome

♥

For you who read this, may be it's just another ordinary post that means nothing, but for me myself, this really turns up from a super experience where I was lost and almost fall behind but His love keeps me alive. I realized that everyday is a part of our journey. Really! It's a process that we must go through before finally achieve what we deserve to. A friend of me told me a very inspiring quote, "It doesn't matter how deep you fall, what matters is how high you bounds back."

This is really a journey. This is really what we have to face. This is what we must through to be a beautiful butterfly. Being a cocoon is not comfortable. It's painful. It doesn't look good. Worse, it's even embarrassing. But we must sacrifice to get beautiful wings and fly up high just like the butterfly. Do not ever runaway like a loser, face everything that must be faced. We might be not able, but God is able. In everything! :D