Tuesday, 11 November 2011, I went to ko Khin2's house. He's a relative of mami, and I stayed there for about one week when I first arrived here. It was just a visit which end up as an impromptu sleepover. I went there after class and arrived about 5.45 pm. I looked around and walked back and forth. It brought me back to nine months before, when I first came here. I still remember I always came to the room in the corner and sat there looked out to the balcony and backyard, imagined great things. I still remember when that room was messy because of my super stuffs. I still remember when the morning sun showed up and shining the room with its warmth, when the afternoon breeze blew and greeting me gently. Yeah! All those memories just suddenly came across my mind.
It also brought me back to Tuesday, 25 January 2011. It was the first day of orientation for B+ students in UNSW Foundation Studies. Literally, my first day, my first step of a new beginning. I was really excited yet nervous on that day. It's still fresh in my mind how my heart beat faster because of the excitements and worries that mingled into one.
In the silence of the dawn, I stayed awake. Lying on the corridor with the soft carpet, having a chat with a friend somewhere out there through my laptop and its cable that plugged on the wall plug near the exit door. A chat with a great value, a heart to heart talk, which really encourages and supports me. There's so many things running in my mind. I just couldn't stop them going back and forth on my mind. I was too worried about things that have not even happened yet. Yeah, that's me, sometimes I think too much. That conversation really relieved me. I felt lifted up because of him, a good friend of mine. Thank you for giving me a positive attitude for y first day.
Friday, 14 October 2011. I stand where I am today. I've been through hundred days without mami, papi and dd. I have been struggling and I still am. It's not easy but I could make it with Jesus. Day by day, month by month, and now I'm just one month away from home ♥
I really miss my family, I really do! There is no single word can describe how much I do. Tough days, happy days, laughter and tears, I have tasted. Sometimes I feel time is going so slowly some other time it feels like flying so quickly. It's impossible for me to pass everything by myself. It's my God, my family, my best friends, and my community who give me strength and who make me grow day by day. I thank God I have them all in my life. I am so excited for going back home yeaaaaah \^o^/ Yet I still have exam to go! (read : the sad part)
But yeah! This is life! There's always gonna be rights and duties, and I cannot pick, it always comes together in a package lol
"I can do everything through him who gives me strength" (Philippians 4:13)
HOME SOON!!!!! GOOD LUCK FOR EXAM!!! HOME SOON HOME SOON HOME SOON HOME SOON ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐
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